Thursday, July 14, 2011

Do innocent girls find Smoking "Weed" unattractive?

There's this girl I like she's one of those Innocent girls and hangs out with the group who help the community and genuinely try to make the world a better place, basically the "model students".I don't really belong in that group, I set trees on fire, party, and Smoke weed after school. I'm not like the popular group (although I do hang out with the stoners), but I'm usually the life of the party and hurt myself all of the time. People also know me as the dude with family issues, would someone find that as something to avoid? I admit that I'm always a smart *** with teachers and I get sent to the office every now and then. But, I care on the inside I just do a magnificent job hiding it. She's one of those people who involves themselves in school activities, while as I try to make everyday a fun and lively experience (party for short). I find her excruciatingly attractive but in a different way than I find another girl attractive. For example; When I see a girl who's more attractive than she is, I would chose her over the Hotter girl for some reason. But, I worry that if by some incredible feat I was able to date her, she wouldn't accept me for the whole drug thing. Or even worse that she would accept me, but I would be a bad influence or something. I'm very conflicted.

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